Fiction: A Door Stays Open (The Grudgery)
Somewhere between all the worlds, a door stays open. Outside, heroes save the day and ordinary folk grow old without ever hearing its name. Behind it, the Grudgery hums.
Nobody knows who you are in this bar. They’re too busy with their own problems. You could be a thunder-god or a time traveler or a soccer mom, and only you and Ms. Harliot would know—if you chose to share. Most don’t. They come not for companionship but for relief. She mixes, she listens, and she lets their worlds spin without her.
Tonight, there’s a man at a high-top table wearing a fez and a long duster jacket. Sadness seems to radiate from him, and somehow also feral strength. He fiddles with something that looks like a magic wand for R2-D2, the metal clicking softly like a heartbeat out of sync.
Ms. Harliot is mixing a Bad Wolf highball, a tonic that tastes of lost chances and second chances muddled together.
In from the street walks a woman of purpose. Ms. Harliot briefly glances up from the dried star anise poised above the glass, and her eyes widen a fraction.
She’d seen all kinds, through the years. They drifted in from here and there, and she heard parts of many, many stories. They had almost nothing in common, and she had almost never heard the same story twice. “Surprise” had long since filtered out of her vocabulary.
But unless she was badly mistaken—and she hadn’t been that since she’d partnered with The Grudgery—the woman now making her way to the bar was in many of those stories—though whether she had written them or lived them, nobody was quite sure.
Hurriedly signaling to fez-guy that his drink is ready, Ms. Harliot reaches underneath the bar to the safe where she keeps some of her most delicate ingredients—not because there is any fear of theft in The Grudgery, but because sometimes a drink needs to taste like protection—when the woman halts, a bit hesitant but unwilling to let it show.
“Good evening,” she begins. “I’m not quite sure where I am, how I got here, or how to get back. Or, ah, whether I want to get back. I need a stiff drink and someone to talk to. A drinking buddy therapist, or a…” she pauses, looking around and noticing the rest of the room for the first time. The high ceilings, carved pillars, sturdy beams creaking with age and memory, the low counter Ms. Harliot had ducked behind, the floor-to-ceiling shelves packed with liquors and cordials and mixers imported from all over the world—worlds—
“…bartender?” she finishes quietly to the empty counter. “If I’m going to be making demands on you, I suppose I should introduce myself. My name is—”
Ms. Harliot finds what she needs and rises, a swirl of unidentifiable aromas carried up with her. “Yes, we know who you are,” she says, weighing the crushed pink granules in her palm before choosing the bottle that fits. She sets a delicate tulip-glass on the counter, letting the moment breathe between them, then adds gently, “Like everyone else, you’re welcome to stay as long as you want. We’re not going anywhere… Pepper.”





























